Apologies

I know its been months since I last posted

Its just life haven't been so great

Its a tough year for me

Its so hard not think about being this lonely

Its like I can't think straight

Whenever I try to smile and have hope

The next thing I know I have a waterfall of tears flowing and I cant control them

It's funny how u thought those friends will stay

When u gave them everything and u have nothing else to offer and thats when they leave

How heartless people can be is beyond what I expected

Are u that heartless that when u see ur soo called best friend once upon a time lonely

And u don't even give a damn

How cruel is this society

Its funny how I tried to pick everyone up when they were about to break to pieces

And when I started to break a little by little until I have nothing left nobody picked me up

Its funny how much I sacrifice for my soo called fake friends

And they just left in a blink of an eye

I guess highschool is just an introduction to this world

And I don't like at all

Depression is my new best friends

Chasing after me and causing me to over think

Its like everyone is 2 faced

I dont seem to find who is real

But at the end I guess we only have ourselves

I wish ill be done from this hell ive been living

In no time

Shall I post ;D ?
I actually miss it